This  is me, finishing up the mudding on the ceiling of my parent's master  bedroom. I'm taking tomorrow off the remodeling project to make more  cookies with Energizer Bunny. I want to send Monkey Boy and Ninja care  packages, since I'm not really doing Christmas. Even with a day  off, I'll finish the bedroom next week. Thursday I will give  everything a once over, and may start putting texture on the ceilings.  Friday I will finish texturing. Next week I will prime, paint, finish  woodwork, and get everything back where it belongs. 
It's  nice to have everything scheduled out, with time to spare. That was not  the case for most of today. It all started about 4am, when I finally  got to sleep. I woke up around 9, but was understandably tired and not  very well focused. I stretched, but not very much, nor very effectively.  As soon as I opened my eyes, I was thinking about everything I wanted  to get done today, and immediately felt a bit overwhelmed. This feeling  was only intensified when I began working on my quotes database, which  is the first step to working with SQL and being a database  administrator. 
I guess I knew this, as I've been in  Access within the last few months, but I obviously forgot this database  program is an whole different animal from the one I worked with 10 years  ago. It's all relational and object oriented now. I understand the  terms and concepts, but will have to spend some time learning the  program before I can really do much with SQL or database administration.  I didn't have a schedule for SQL, other than the time limit my  available funds puts on getting a job. Adding this new learning curve in  sets me back, which was disconcerting. 
The pressure  of having to learn a program before I can learn what I planned carried  over into my work at my parent's house too. The more time I spend there,  the less time and energy I have to focus on my learning goals. The  house has to get done, and I'm the only one capable of working on it  right now. I wouldn't be able to focus on learning all day every day  anyway. Knowing this and not stressing about it are two entirely  different things.
All of this combined with the  stress of not having enough hours in the day. This day, specifically. I  had to get the ceiling prepped today, so I can do cookies tomorrow. I  had 400s on the training plan, a bathroom to clean, studying to do, and  plans in the evening. I shuffled all possible combinations of activities  on the drive to my Mom's, ultimately deciding the run would have to be  put off another day. Instead, I did 10 pilates ball pushups and called  my construction work cross training. Rest is an important part of a training plan, right? This is what I'm calling a rest day. That's my story and I'm sticking with it!

 
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